The good earth will swallow them whole
Published in Corvid Queen 2022
I have grown to love my life among these trees,
the speckled confetti of mango blossoms wafting
on the summer breeze, my forest home
draped in the scent of sandalwood, koels
flitting in the green, a shapeshifting music
soothing the waters of the restless Tamsa.
The sediment of this river is a liniment on
my feet, softer than the richest rugs I once
walked upon. I have grown to embrace
the wilderness over the comforts of the palace,
the flesh of a wild pear so much more luscious
than the sweetmeats my ladies-in-waiting
placed before me in a bygone time, when
I was a much loved and extolled queen.
My sons run along the river, growing stronger
by the day, burgeoning into young men of
high mind and heart, and I pray that they will
know how to embody honor, not let their ears
be poisoned, hearts swayed by vipers’ tongues
like their hapless father was. In this peaceful
haven, I am one with the banyan and the peepal,
the compassionate trellis they hold above
my head, shielding me from the heavens
and its prejudiced Gods that denied
me justice. I am the daughter of the Earth,
who walked through fire to prove my chastity,
the sanctity of my heart to a doubting husband,
banished, because it wasn’t enough to placate
those with the power to dictate my fate.
Now I am truly at peace, my boundaries
drawn with their world. And if they ever
venture into my realm, with him leading
the way, telling me that I can return as
his consort if I sit aloft another flaming pyre,
to prove yet again the purity of my body and
soul, I will split the ground on which they stand,
watch them plummet through—and
the good earth will swallow them whole.